He Saw My Dark, He Saw My Light

 

There was always this bump in the Siebens Road

Wanna hear stories why and truth to be told?

I had so many rough parts about me hard to understand

But the man I adored kept reaching for my hand

He saw my dark, he saw my light, he saw my in-between 

What kind of man wants that, loves that, somehow won't be mean?

It was so hard to understand that I actually had a true love

I was used to a cruel temperament that led way past just a shove

When my ex saw my dark he loved to drag it down

My baby today lights me up and cannot even stand a frown

Just the stories of what I endured hurt my mans heart 

That is such true love--to love so deep even when apart

I chose our wedding date to rid of the past date

The negative 10/6/02 was, ex beating me full of hate

We took that hatred date and conquered all the negative

Bringing you and I together (10/6/07) for as long as we both shall live

He's been thru too many brain surgeries with me than most ever will

I always wished my epilepsy would have calmed from a simple pill

I like to complicate and humor things up for my stud

Or I'd feel like a failure somehow stuck in the mud

But you never led me to feel complicated

You never came across like my stories were fabricated

You always stayed strong and with me thru all

Somehow thru Him you knew we'd never fall

I love you dear Christian

you are my light & night and shining armor !

Let's debate another move to become a sweet farmer

I love you dear Christian! 

My rock!

Happy almost 13th anniversary !!!!!! Closer and closer !!! It is almost here!!!! 

 

Beyond My Dreams

 

Your love no matter where, brings joy into my life

Every day I truly am thankful that I am your wife

The fun we have and things we teach are quite thrilling

To most others out there they would find it all quite chilling!!

We have lived in so many states, even more cites too

But for us there is just always so much more to do

We cannot wait one day til we can celebrate our first jubilee!

A jubilee of pure love, not one thing abusively 

The life you bring me is beyond my dreams

We have Jesus, Love, even laughter it seems

We have each other thru great times & bad

We have each other when laughing or tragically sad

You are the Joy and the Happiness that you share

So many around you have become aware 

That you aren't just some usual guy 

You are my guy; and you'll take us high

High in the water, high in the sea

High out shopping just you and me

High so full of life and full of joy

High filled with love we'll never destroy

Let's keep breathing in each other's love

Know He has great plans from Heaven above

Keep pushing forward and holding each other

Without you precious I couldn't imagine another

You are my rock 

You are my man 

You bring joy to me

No one else can 

I thank you for your love

Your endurance 

And your patience

Your strength stands strong beyond all

Never will you and I ever fall!!

I love you so much dear Christian!!! Week away!!! I love you!!! Can't wait for our get away!!! 

You are my everything! 💜

Christian Mi Amor

 

Christian Mi Amor

You and I met in such distinctive way

Mold me cause I love you I'll be your pot of clay

You truly have a heart that makes mine beat so fast 

With you and I together, I know our love will last

There aren't many out there quite like us dear

So many with me would have run in fear

You learned so much about everything

To think you still gave me my ring!!! ;) 

I love you beyond what you can conjure 

You and I love; we will continue to endure 

My heart aches for you when you are sad or distressed

Sometimes life just throws us trials that are hard to ingest 

But it is you and I together my precious one

Never in the world are we ever done 

Our life is so mysterious-we are full of glee

You are my true amazing love, this I guarantee!

No one in this world will ever understand 

How gentle you were when you gave me your hand

The battles I fought right before your eyes

Would have made me turn around, absolutely despise 

Despise the thought of all the work it would be

Figuring what was even wrong with little me

My brain is complicated and so complex 

Wow I would have been so perplexed 

But you dealt with every win, lose or draw

If I were you I would have asked to withdraw 

Bottle of red, bottle of white?

No longer will we face that kind of plight!

I love you forever dear Christian mi amor

Our love will grow from here for you I adore

Stay together thru thick and thin

Never once will we give in

 

I see our Pacific waves calling our sail

Together feel the wind and we'll exhale 

I love you so much and thank you for us

Our love has such much beauty zero reason to fuss

Love you dear Christian!!!! Day 2 of 10 till our 13th anniversary!!!! Sitting here in Idaho with you!! Awesome night!!!!! Thank you!! Sleep well!!!! (as I hear you are!!! 🤣💜) 

All my love,

Hetty

Let's Persevere!!!

 

You, the amazing man of my life

Somehow gladly made me his wife

Took me in my trying times

Loved me up and helped me align

You, my dear soul took great care of me

Your days are always full of such glee

Love never ending even on tough days

Our love is so strong it is such a blaze!!

You have such fun quirks I could not live without

My life without your eyes or touch I would have to shout!!

You truly bring me joy even when I tease you dear love

But being married to me is like living in Heaven above 🤣

You are my light on my darkest days 

My dark is internal but in come the rays!!!

Rays of joy and of cheer 

Straight from you, now let's persevere!! 

You are truly my one and only

Together forever-never to be lonely

We may swerve in and out of stages

Just gives us more to write on our pages

You are my knight and shining forever to eternity 

Please always open up to me keep nothing internally 

You and I were made for this true love we found

Let's not ever think of letting one another down!!! 

Adore you my angelic one!!! 

Year 13!!!! Add 5 for dating!! We rock!!! 

Thru everything we can hold tight thru the storm!!! 

I love you!! No matter where we live!!! hahahaha!!!!!!

Love,

Hetty 

Our Month of CHRISTmas

Our Month of CHRISTmas ©️

By Hetty J Siebens 12/21/19 💜

We have just a little change CHRISTmas time this year

It’s usually you, me & precious Tory full of awesome cheer. 

But this year it’s just you and me darling one

Hey but that’s ok thru Him we have so much fun 

We have joy all year round

Once were lost-now are found

He brought us together to have and keep trust

Love for each other, love for our Savior is a must 

He formed and blessed our family helping each of us grow

Sharing love between us thru the years always to know

Our love is strong and mighty, it’s always very true

It’s so special near and far-constant gift from me to you

Christ’s light is shining intensely 

Thru both you and me

Sick or well, rich or poor -He continues blazing truth from sea to shining sea

I am blessed He guided us together and to never be apart 

He had me fall in love with you handing over to you my heart 

I’ll always thank God for you my love

Thru Christ you are like a morning dove

So beautiful, peaceful and true 

This Christmas I’m blessed to be with you!

I love you so dear Christian, never will we part

Moments we aren’t together you are within my heart 

You are my one and only and never shall we end

Together we’re the perfect red wine, with God the perfect blend!

Christmas in your arms baby truly brings me glee

Whether looking out at the snow or laying by the pool with me

We will always have a blast in any state we live

As long as we have one another’s love to continue to give. 

I loved you so much this whole passing year 

But a new one to come I can only love you more dear 

You are so precious, together we are so strong 

With our dear Lord Jesus we will continue together so long 

Peace, love, comfort, joy, ever lasting love 

Emmanuel, Prince of Peace, King of Kings from up above 

His love for us is never-ending and unexplainable 

His life lived, our lives He made are true-so far from a fable.

I am endlessly thankful to God He formed us as one 

He knew in life, in faith neither one of us were done 

I loved you from day one and every day to follow

Life with you never gives me much time to wallow. 

Thank you for always accepting me with all my issues 

Just hearing my stories in life most people need tissues

But sticking it out with me in true love and care

You are one of a kind to ever take such a dare 

I loved you yesterday I love you today I love you so much tomorrow 

Never do you bring me sorrow

Thank you so much for being my man for life

Thank you for asking little ol me to be your wife!!! 

I love you precious Christian. 

Sorry this poem is all choppy. I started it off and on since after Thanksgiving. My brain has just been so fuzzy. Sorry. Try to enjoy!!!! 💜🙏🏼🦋🎄❤️❄️

Love,

Little ol Hetty/Heather 💜💚

Love Always

My Love Alway and Forever

The way that you and I ever began

Was sure not usual, not a normal plan

Which I think made us more special, more strong

So we together we won't be one bit wrong

I knew I loved you the moment we met

You were getting divorced-thank God not too upset

Adorable face and such stunning eyes

I really didn't want to use the word good-bye

We both got thru it all and made it to each others arms

You are a precious angel of love one that does no harm

I've never known anyone so loving, anyone so loving and true

You make me fight to be better not just for me, but surely for you

Love is so beautiful, love is so true

Some days all I want is to hang with you

You soothe me, and love me, actually care

Not many amazing souls like you out there

You are a gift from God I am so blessed with forever

Love stopping between us will happen well NEVER

We will always be a team, always be Gods pair

Knowing we have so much more to do and see TOGETHER out there!

I adore you baby!!!!

Happy Valentines!!

Love, 

Hetty

1 Corinthians 13:13 Three things will last forever—faith, hope, and love—and the greatest of these is love

My Christian

My precious dear angel

please do not stress

That will only cause happiness 

to be a lot less

You fill all with excitement

Your attitude filled with glee

You are the one type of person

I sure would love to be!

Instead God was so good-

No, our God was so great!

He blessed me with you

True love is NEVER too late!

The way you talk, the way you smile

You have me joyful and smiling a mile!

As for all I'll ever need is one thing

And that one thing isn't even my ring

It is so touching, so perfect and right

But it is actually you that makes life bright

Your love is real your kindness so true

You help me know real love, & stick by "I DO"

Whenever you are down, I am too

But I fight to feel better to help you thru

We will win each battle hand and hand

Talking about all we conquered on His sand

Reach to me anytime to help you thru life

It will help us both to never have strife

You are my Everything I thank God for

Never in this life could I ever ask for more

Let's conquer this winding road

Ups and downs fasts and slows

You are my hero baby in all times

I am always so privileged to call you mine

You are my Christian, my husband, my man

I am just your little wife, but your #1 fan

Always and forever we will always be

I sure thank our Lord for the plan of you and me!!

I love you always..... 

Your fan,

Hetty Jeanette