This Christmas Will Be A Joyful One

Well here we go again my dear

Another Christmas Day of cheer

Living back in our old stomping ground

Makes you very grateful for whom are around

I never meant to jolt out of Philly years ago

I was just in so much pain; pain you'll never know

My intentions truly were to stay in Minneapolis forever

I just didn't realize my body couldn't take the cold ever

So then we took off for Florida a place I never desired

I did it for you and Tory; even though now want to set it on fire 

There were such beautiful days but with my pain I was unable to play

But darling with you around and near you bring out beauty every day

Thru all those states of pain I am so glad to be "Home"

Being so sick everywhere else you just feel so "alone"

But thankfully you've always been there for me

Like a monkey you helped set me free

Free of pain, free of sadness, free of madness

You helped save my life and faith in faith-filledness

Just in time for my birthday, more in time for HIS

Christ is our center our reason we still live

This Christmas will be a joyful one

So much good came out and it's never done

We all just need to love each other endlessly

In thanks to Christ in what He made be

I am grateful to Him daily for Tory, you, and Troy in our home

With the love we all have there is no room to moan

Our extended families our great and with all are so blessed

God sure knew what He was doing, this was no test

But my love for you Christian remains on hot fire

You are so loving, so dear, my every desire

His plans for us were beautiful, plans are so great

Every Christmas I love to tell you in our house there is no hate

You are my air, you and my life, and yes you kept me alive

With God healing me, making me well I am learning to strive

Strive to become more of who He planned me to be

Praise Him more for who He has given to me

It is His birthday yet Christ keeps on giving

He gives out of true love to keep up all living

Living in life, living for Him, placing Him first above it all

Our Creator, Savior, loved one best friend who won't let us fall

I am gracious for every moment I learned and accepted Him

Cause God only knows where we'd still be if I was still dim

Your love helped me search and your love helped me find

I was willing to do anything for you-even seek your kind

You were so much worth it precious dear one

But Christ was most worth it; to Him I'd run

I am so grateful this Christmas Day

All in our home are willing to Pray

Christ gave me the best gifts of all in life

You my love, my baby Tory cause me no strife

This Christmas like all, I love you all forever and more

You are all so special thru Christ, red wine you must pour

In remembrance of Christ who saved us from ourselves

In remembrance of our God we do not place on a shelf

For our precious God who Died for us to live

For dear Jesus whose life He chose for us to give

I love you Jesus for all You have done, all that You do

I praise You for a man like mine that came straight from You

Thank you for my birthdate, many reasons to celebrate

If gift less I am fine-all we need is our God that's great

Thank you so much Christian for seeing me thru so much this year

You have no idea what is was like to come alive to you my dear

You helped change a lot of me precious, this is a fact

Not a moment am I going to focus back!

I love you so much Jesus, Christian, Tory, Troy

Happy Birthday Jesus

Merry Christmas Christian 

by Hetty Siebens Dec 20, 2016 ©

Hold Onto Jesus

Hold On To Jesus

I kept asking out to You

"What is right, what is wrong?"

Finding true answers to all my questions

Felt like it took so long!

So much of the hard times

Intertwined with the good.

A ton of the pain so bad;

I didn't think it should.

Should we crawl on our knees

Our voices screaming out in pain;

Pointing fingers at who hurt us

Holding grudges toward all in vain?

There are many answers

To many questions-

But the one I know is Right;

Is to follow Him with pure love-

To hold on to Jesus tight! 

By Hetty Siebens 2003 ©

Special Corinthians

OK, I spoke to Pastor Linn. It is 3 Corinthians 17:1-7

States a couple things about love and relationships such as

Creation of Man

Man sets foot on earth to find woman to reproduce to spread the love of Jesus. However; if she has epileptic issues, such as the boy in Mark 17-29, man is to find woman to spend life, as a couple, near His crashing waters on the Pacific.

Creation of Woman

Woman was placed on earth to marry the right man after dealing with prior marital and medical issues. 

Creation of Perfection

God created marital disputes, times of trouble, to create to perfect relationships. Perfect relationships, perfect. Perfect relationships blossom and spread the good. Especially for those who suffered in the past. Relationships that made them tear up greatly, suffer immensely, and deserve the best of the best.

Submitting Life

The woman who finds the man of her life, bows and submits life and love from that day forward. 

Relationship Planned by God

Future divorce ever thought needed in times of trouble, are denied after the celebration of the perfect couple. They are intertwined in a relationship set forth, planned by God, and followed through without Satan's actions receiving any power.

Destruction to Ashes

If this man is somehow pulled from this woman's life, in this particular marriage, planned by God, this particular woman will destruct in large flames in the air, in which all over the world will see. Woman will fall into ashes amongst the world as tears from God. Tears from God in sadness for His change of plans. For someone had pulled a plug without contacting God and will receive harsh, painful punishment in addition to Satan, having acted out this plan without dialing 463 7777 on His Verizon Wireless.

Heather Siebens Time Left on Earth

Heather's time has ended. For she has chosen to be with Christian, her beloved husband rather than horrific, unlasting love here on earth. She chose heaven over earth and its surroundings; for Heather cannot live life without the epitome of perfection: Christian Charles Siebens II.

Any questions on the addition to this Chapter, please contact Hetty at 480-812-9035! God Bless...Amen!

By Hetty Siebens 6/18/04 ©

Life Can Be

 Life can be frustrating

Life can seem wrong

Life can feel daunting

Life's troubles seem long

Life with you reassured me

Life with you is precise

Life with you is quite soothing

Life with you is no plight

Together life's better,

no together life's great,

for together we see the wonderful souls,

not the ordinary states.

So one day you and I will be,

no, one day, we will all be three,

and the future will hold such promises, 

promises that are meant to be.

I love you dear Christian,

you are my best friend,

I will be with you my lover,

until the Earth's end

Love you,

Love,

Hetty

By Hetty Siebens  7/8/04  ©

My Husband One Day

I was so quiet, so unallowed to speak a darn word to you

you were so bad, you were so wrong, you were all filth

It took my parents till now, to see that you are true

We now can show them all, you're so great for my health

To Seattle I first flew up just a little bit high

then Austin trip, I would've flipped, and left me right there

but Christian, that sweet man, is such a loving great guy

he still kissed me, and loved me out of deep loving care

You are the greatest confidant

I am the most poignant lover

because when you aren't here for what we want

there is not a purpose in covers

So come home my lover and lets progress

thrill each other with vast success

not have worries, won't be like before

all of those problems fell out of the door

For it is you and I to begin a life

not starting one with hidden strife

we are starting it clean and clear

so we will always be loving to hear

the other say "Hi", and the other say "Bye"

but the other say "I love you my dear"

On our wedding day we have our friends

we have a day of silence, and a moment of prayer

With Christian Lucky? No. Fortunate to our end.

we had the elegance of love no one could compare

I love you so very much...it is immeasurable!

Love,

Hetty

By Hetty Siebens 7/10/04 ©

Take Me Right Now

 What do you want? What do you need? 

If you want me, take me right now. If you need me, I will reward you for eternity!

What do you want? What do you need?

If you want love, I will supply. If you need love, I shall be yours always!

What do you want? What do you need?

If you want happiness, tell me from where. If you need happiness, I ensure it always with care!

What do you want? What do you need?

If you want US, I will bestow all times. If you need US, I will endow all my life!

I want you, I need you, I want love, I need love, I want happiness, I need happiness, I want us, I have us....I have all of this, am thrilled with this all. Am touched with the honor of being in your life. Thank you for being a part of mine!

Your love for life!

by Hetty Siebens 6/19/04 ©

Our 2010 Family Christmas Prayer

Our 2010 Family Christmas Prayer

Early this year we thought healthy perfection was in the cards,

Not fantasy, existing only in our deepest hopes.

We moved to get a new start but excitement was followed by confusion and pain.

When Lord we asked, will health be?

In prison, prison of mind, pain and location

Did we make the right decisions for health and for our future?

We begged and waited with bated breath

At times our hopes grew dim, our souls became weary, our desires became dull.

But when we thought we could go no lower and confusion ran amuck,

Suddenly appeared light which issued great intellect and understanding

A light from a divine source. That source being You, Lord.

You gave us peace and understanding that perfection is not the goal

quality life and family was a reality still possible

You sent us Your precious love, love which we hold so dear to our heart.

The sunset and dusks light on a pennsylvania night

The glow of the sunrise on the park at daybreak

The color of the trees, the coolness of the snow

The laughter we hear from Tory aglow

The whisper of peace and letting go

You're our yesterdays memories

Today's reason to live and love

Tomorrow's dreams of the future

All the love we have to give

You are our beginning and our end

All we have in visions sight

Nothing has ever felt this good or this right

So take our hand, walk beside us each day

As we live our lives together with You by our side.

We trust You have our lives in the palm of Your hand.

Happy Birthday Jesus. You are our Everything.

The Siebens Family....

by Christian Siebens 2010 © .... (aka -Heather Siebens precious other half)

And those are the remarkable words this year from my beloved hubby, whom I thank Jesus for, everyday... we are so blessed with each other, our daughter Tory... all of you as our friends. Many blessings to you all--in this coming year!!!

In God's Glory,

Heather Siebens

Cure

Cure 2004©

By Hetty Siebens

Tragic times led to amazing blessings as I held tight onto Christ!

Cure

Life sure can get complex,

if you just let it so.

With every wilting flower,

a healthy one will grow.

It started out so simple

just one pill led to two;

but with age seizures angered

and I didn't know what to do.

They changed so fiercely overnight,

I dared not tell a soul.

I just played pretend they didn't exist;

prayed I wouldn't pay a toll.

Then, with a gift from God came happiness,

everything felt just right!

Then came a twist, a jab, of hopelessness!

It's now hard to sleep at night.

For what was managed then, grew and grew.

Not one in that town could believe -

that the dilemmas with me are for real, are true.

So with all of that - my child and I had to leave.

What may have seemed atrocious

what may have seemed unjust;

all happened for a purpose

this happened, now I must

I must be honest

I must be well

I must be focused

Dear God I'll tell . . .

I'll tell You how shocking life can be!

I'll tell you I'm tired, no energy!

Seizures aren't controlled by medication for me;

They're controlled by the faith in our Lord, I NOW see!

Faith in Christ is the actual cure;

even when I must take pills.

Cause with all my problems and issues I endure;

with His love there's no trial, mountain, no hills!

So I praise Him today with all my heart,

my heart has so much to give!

Without Him I'm not sure where I'd be

He's shown me all more reason to live!

Family is so Beautiful

Family is so Beautiful

Poem by Heather/Hetty Siebens

December 2, 2015 ©

Again here comes this Christmas Day

If only it snowed and we could go play

But in Florida that is just not how it goes

Instead we play in the sand with our toes

So this Christmas is a little different dear

But with you around there is nothing but cheer

We will trim the tree in my crazy fashion

I hope this year no one cranky is lashing!

You and Tory bring out all my good

I never thought that one person could

I felt locked up in that crazy monkey cage

And one day I'd bust out in such a violent rage

But the gift of you two was never a trick or a hoax

I'd love to explain the beauty of you two to some folks

Not all will understand the beauty we live

Not all will understand how much we love to give

Let's go to our bulging beach and watch the sun set

Knowing Christ is coming, but He isn't quite here yet

Hold each others hands and pray my health lightens up

He is in control, my Lord, as He handed me His cup

We've been blessed for so many years

I'm so sorry I shed so many tears

Cause together we are one amazing team

At least to me that is how it all does seem

You are a gift straight from Christ Above Us

Not really do I have much room to fuss

You are so perfect Christian, so Devine

Most amazing part is I can claim you as mine!

Thank you for putting up with me

There are not many people that still would be

You have a heart that is bigger than this earth

The only other one like that is to whom I gave birth

My family is so beautiful, my family is a gift

Everyone so positive they will do nothing but lift

Lift your mind, soul, and body from all heartaches

And show their love is real, so far from being fake

I thank you Jesus everyday for these precious souls

Without You and my family, Jesus, I'd never watch Tory grow

When the sun comes up we thank You for another day

When the sun goes down we praise You, we made it thru ok!

I love you all with all my heart and need you by my side

Not one part of me doesn't thank you for joining on my ride

Together we all will make it thru this little thing called living

We all have such loving hearts that are thrilled to be giving

Christ in Us

Christ in US!! 

by Hetty Siebens  ©

Christ is IN US

Christ is THRU US

Christ is FOR US

Christ has NO SIN ON US

You my dear love are an example

of how to live more like HIM

others try to rule but should sample

how to live in His light which won’t dim.

There are days that seem so atrocious 

my tiresome illnesses can fill my thoughts of endlessness

but our precious, perfect God can be ferocious

His love and grace on us HE pours to end faithlessness 

Looking forward again to our future I see

The beauty of Christ in you, Tory and me!

I see days of beauty and fun, days unwell and tough

But we serve a brilliant God who can smooth out all rough!

As we keep seeking Him so much pain will evaporate

Jesus will guide us to areas out of our “comfort zone”

But reminding His plans are to prosper, not disintegrate

We’re to keep spending MORE time with HIM, even time alone    

We are yet to live like Christ-which is to die for Him

Rid again of all our faults and built up sins

Pick up our Cross-keep marching even when dim

The road may be narrow but He will let us in!

Our love dear Christian never loses it’s flame

Our Love Christian never loses it’s purpose

Our Love Christian never loses it’s faith

We are just watched over by the ONE with The Name

His Name is Jesus, His name Emmanuel, His name our Cornerstone

His Name is Counselor, His Name Good Shepard, His Name is Savior, His Name The Rock

And Our Risen One

His Name The Alpha His Name The Omega, The Beginning and The End, 

His Name Lord of Lords, His Name The Bread of Life, Lamb of God, His name Prince of Peace, His Name THE Messiah, 

And The Holy One

You and I have magnificent descriptions of our loves beauty

ones that I could never overlook

But our God out numbers us in splendor, trust, and mighty

that is exactly why all mountains shook !

But He is still so gracious to fill our cups up with love

they runneth over so you and I as ONE could show

our love wasn’t out of no where-it truly came from Him above

As we chose to live in His light, not fight, we send His love aglow! 

Let’s continue to burn His love for all this year

Share His Word, place all on display 

For our love in sharing Christ is delightful, no fear

Let’s be excited, never scared of what people say!

I love you Christian, you are my earthly rock

I truly thank Christ daily for your precious love

Let’s you and me go tell the town- see them shocked

At how you and I are excited for what is ABOVE!

I love you precious one… forever and eternity!!!

MERRY CHRISTmas baby!!  2014 by Hetty J Siebens ©

Christmas At the Siebens 2013

Christmas at the Siebens 2013

Honey, I love you so much-but we sure have crazy years

Hard to compare them all when really we should be ready for tomorrow

Last thing I want to do is spend a great percent of my years in tears...

But with your hand Christian you help me see good and not sorrow!

Jesus has a purpose for everything

This I know is true

We live where it snows and could go skiing!

It's just getting me well enough to ever make it thru!

I believe stronger Heather is coming back in some ways as before

Yet I know New Hetty has new focuses and opinions that may shock a ton!

But Hetty is so thrilled to be with you Christian-you're her rock that makes love soar!

With all I put you thru-with pills, needles, blood, no blood

upset doctors, irate nurses, no one understanding what we face together

At times it felt out of control-so I'd pray to Our Lord-"take me out by flood!"

But then I would look into your eyes and this word strikes me for good-FOREVER!

So keep a hold of me always

NEVER let me go

Rivers are raging hard

And this state has endless snow

Without a man like YOU,

I never would have lived

You kept my chin up with things to do

Thru the good and the bad I just wanted to give!

GIVE YOU my LIFE; the LIVING one!

One to learn more about

Then soon knowing US-to become ONE

Thru God I NEVER had one doubt!

We will construct this road Christian

It is YOURS and MINE to CONQUER! 

Let's enjoy each other, go fishing

And keep ME from going BONKERS!!!

Let's keep holding each other tight

as the sun sets each night

There is so much beauty in you and I

not a thing too complicated for us to try!

I Love you endlessly Hotty Hubby Christian,

In His Love and Grip,

Hetty, your blessed wife!

By Hetty Siebens 2013 ©

Love Never Ending

God's Angel

One precious baby born in the autumn

Filled with dreams to sit, crawl, walk then run!

Never did we think before you came to be

You'd be hit with cancer and soon set free!

Set free to our Lord up there to finally be healed

Entering Heaven is the one place no one wants to yield

He relishes our dancing, singing, praise and love

Only now you do it in greatest praise, healed up above.

You dear Nicky changed endless count of lives for all the good

Torment you went thru gracefully which you, nor no one should

You remained so happy, funny and strong in every step you'd take

Your mind so brilliant, heart so pure-I know your mama's heart still aches

I hope Heaven is way more amazing than earthly understanding

Miniature cars, an ocean, precious animals-with no time ticking

I am so thrilled you are free of such suffering and pain

In Heavens realms you are healed, no cancer ball and chain

I know you see your mama and family each and everyday

As a true angel it's hard cause you have so much to say

I know your mama see's your signs and feels you near

Every memory she has of you is alive in her and so clear

Send her signs how great she was, is and still is going to be

You're love still flows thru her blood and she wishes to see-

Your face one more time to kiss and say how much she deeply loves you

To make sure you remember you're more special to her than any jewel

Keep sending her your kisses from our Heaven up above

Kisses and hugs she so misses from her boy filled with love

Never doubt your mother's love, it is deep and never-ending

I know you feel it now and just can't wait for the two hearts mending

Love you sweet Angel NickyBear and amazing mom Angelia. In my prayers always.

By Hetty Siebens  3/2016  ©

Dear Master's Love

The Lord will truly dance for you Kim

Even when all may seem so dim

In my heart I know this is true

With all my love from me to you

You may feel held back unable to speak

Can't move your body, all seems so bleak

But our God has amazing plans and love

Just rest in His arms as He works from above

I've known you, my cousin a very short time

But your eyes were so fierce preparing to shine

I can't wait to meet again and hug you too

As our Good Lord graciously sees you thru

Your beauty thru pain will change many lives

Keep others walk with Jesus more than alive

We see your love deep inside your soul

You help family reunite with your love a flow

We stand in awe of our Dear Master's love

You're a precious gift from Him up above.

Planned for you long ago before ever born

You will make it thru all, as we clap, not mourn

My cousin you are, made me recollect past

Be so grateful to God I'm here, it didn't last

Keep fighting the fight with your "arms open wide"

Cause our Lord has planned a successful stride

Don't count the days, take them one at a time

You my dear friend are going to be just fine

Your family awaits your arrival more than real soon

All will hug you thru the night, saying "I sure love you"

Bless you thru this unplanned fight

For our Lord holds onto you tight

Because He heals & loves you too

There isn't anything to God that is new.

He does all things well... As do you Kim....

We sure love you...

The Siebens

by Heather Siebens 11/3/12

Dear Joseph

Dear Joseph~

LoveGrow

October25th, 2013-eternal  :)

Roads we have chosen are never always perfect.

Some seem so long and endless, others fast and fearless.

Some flat tires come along on our journeys more than once.

Yet at some times we roll our cars just simply heading out to lunch.

Some of us always have a full deck of the perfect cards to win

Others seem like God's against them-we always have to give in

But giving in isn't a criminal act, or any type of wrong doing

As long as we "GIVE IN TO THE RIGHT SOUL" which ends up such a blessing

Cause giving "into" Jesus, is just giving Him our "mess…"

He loves us tons-to take our "hands" and have us suffer less

He needs our hearts and our hope to form His amazing plans

Plans He's had forever for us-plans to prosper not to harm-to take us by our hand

To watch over us at all times, and never take a break

His love and plans are so intense that many think He's fake

But He just wants you to give your heart a shot for His love

As for He's the only God who has room for us in His mansion up above

But it is a mansion for those who have hearts and those who also have tears

Those who stumble and sin and go thru trials that feel like never-ending years

But as our faith grows during the times of our walk-struggles seem less tough

Because Jesus has it all on His back, fighting off the Devil who thinks he is so buff

But I know your heart dear Joseph, it is one very unique from our Creator

You may think your heart is mean and life that is tough now just gets worse later

But just grab onto Christ and a little bit of faith to grow

And you will be amazed where in life He has you go!

To close I just must tell you, I have never felt so blessed

Your kindness in life makes my heart grow outside of my chest

You are one to always want to help and make other people smile

Knowing you thru Christ keeps my faith high, and lessens all tough trials.

Thank you Joseph for being my friend

and sharing you troubles with me

With faith in Christ this package I send

As you trust and set your heart free!!

Many blessings, prayers… and always laughter!!

In His Love,

Heather J Siebens

From my precious family to you... and yours! 

By Hetty Sieben  2013 ©

Beginning to End

The pain I endure never was desired

If I knew who gave it to me they would be fired

Each day is so troubling and tough to live out

The pain gets so atrocious and fills me with doubt

When in such pain and feeling so sad

You feel everything you do will make someone mad

The pills are not touching it nor is the heat

It truly feels like I've been dragged out and beat

How long really should one hang on for?

If you can barely function and extremely sore.

Life looks so dark, with no good ahead

Should I stay bitter and wrapped up in bed?

I am not anyone special that is for sure 

Just a young lady with health issues to endure

Daily I do it though because I have no other choice

All my prayers unanswered I must have an unheard voice

My family is so beautiful, happy, full of joy

I wish that was me; instead I am just a toy

A puppet God uses on good days and bad

How can one like me be help when always so sad

How long really should one hang on for?

If you can barely function and extremely sore.

Life looks so dark, with no good ahead

Should I stay bitter and wrapped up in bed?

So I am on pause, stepped out of game for some time to be

I am truly searching for a healthier, happier little me

Cause I can't help others when unwell and can't tell

Who I am or where I will be when it feels like only hell

But I love my family so very much

But right now I just feel a bit outta touch

Maybe in time someone will fix me

And once again my family could see 

I love you all from beginning to end 

I just pray to God He decides to mend

This pain gets in the way of all of our fun

One day we'll all be on that beach under His sun

By Hetty Siebens 2015 ©

Good Wishes to YOU

Why did it all have to start out with YOU?

All the chaos and trauma you put me thru.

You'd think I'd be long gone from suicide

But I had too much love and beauty to not let hide.

You thought that yelling and screaming would give me a clue

Of truly deep down in the future you were gonna do

I was always so strong before I got so sick

So sick in different cities you were with another chick

That wasn't the problem, that wasn't the issue

God knows boys make mistakes that was more than a few

But after my first brain resection I was in awful pain

I had to pick up my baby girl and move to Texas where all it did was rain

It came upon my fourth day there we found a place to live

That first night I was so emotional and you had no love to give

No instead you were filled with hate and could only scream at me

You didn't want to know what was wrong you just wanted me to flee

Your cold heart lost so much that night

So much beauty and love now out of your sight

You pinned me down and beat me hard

Until I let loose and ran out to our yard

I am so gracious you and I WERE one

It led to me and Tory having so much fun

A marriage that is strong

That will last past so long

For these I am gracious we WERE one

Searching for anyone to help or believe

That the pain you caused had to be alieved 

Your mind flipped out of control that night

So crazy would you ever have my baby within sight

But with that Coburn you didn't care

This truth to alter is a dare

Kicked out of our apartment you were

Could only visit us if you brought along a Sir

But that was too belittling for you

You knew exactly what to do 

But put classes and ranking before fixing a thing

That is where my daughter lost you and I got a new ring

Your brain works on one thing at a time

No matter how dirty or full of grime

Our relationship was from the very get go 

I was the strong one to really let you go

You'd call and beg to have me back as your bride

But listen the first time felt like I already died

So instead you bargained for retirement and money

I'm keeping my baby, you can have all funds honey

I am so gracious you and I WERE one

It led to me and Tory having so much fun

A marriage that is strong

That will last past so long

For these I am gracious we WERE one

Money gets you no where in life

If anything it causes a lot of strife

Happiness is in the living soul

That is where I'm very rich, totally full

Continue on your pretending to be happy life

I just know such a last choosing for a wife

You let her in and rule you over 

You might as well sit and hover

The Bible we read isn't just a book

It is Words of Life to get you a hook

Hook onto Christ, His mercy and love

And able to talk to Him from Above

I hope you have learned how to treat a girl

Otherwise your whole life is just a great twirl

Of disasters and cruelty, selfishness and glee

I won't even mention what you'd watch on TV

Good wishes to you, but thank you too

For being so weak you just blew

Blew off fathering your firstborn child

God kept her with me so meek and mild

I am so gracious you and I WERE one

It led to me and Tory having so much fun

A marriage that is strong

That will last past so long

For these I am gracious we WERE one...but done!

By Hetty Siebens 2012 ©

Thankful

I'm thankful for your hand, thankful your touch

Thankful for my baby girl oh so very much

We as a dear family, as a whole make one

One beautiful family with which the Lord is never done

My brown eyed baby girl came into my life 14 years back

With all that we both went thru you would think I'd lose track

But her smile is so delightful her beauty such a glow

A personality in our home to keep us all a flow !!

Her best friend is like my other child

They both still think I'm young and wild

She's full of life and chipperness and brings us so much grace

She is one I love in our life; both girls' love so easy to embrace

When God placed my hot stud in my life thru very trying times

Somehow he got us thru, hung onto us and made us all shine 

He keeps us together, and our family a whole

Not one thing I'd change about his beautiful soul

I also have my big bro who makes me laugh to no end

We've had our fights and quarrels, all were easy to mend

He cares for me deeply sometimes worries about me so

But I try to remind him his love and laughter keep me ago!

So for all these little people that live within my home~

I love to go to the beach with them or text them on our phones

But I really don't want to share them too much, God gave them to me

I'll share them here and there with friends or one day spouses to be

Except dear hubby you know you are stuck right here

With me my love; I just pray you are always very near!

You bring the best of me out on toughest days of all

Makes me want to spoil you so, buy you gifts at the mall!

You all make my darkest days much brighter than all could

If I could give you millions for love, you all know that I would!

But for now you just have little ol' me who is blessed by each of you

My life has been so blessed; I would be so lost-you all get me thru!

By Hetty Siebens 2015 ©

Thank You Lord

I took my night time bath to relax

Normal handful of meds to their max

But right away my brain felt a zap

My numb ears ringing; I needed a nap

I stared out yonder unsure what to say

Been a long time I've been attacked this way

My brain so confused; where I was, what to do

I had just taken my medication could it come from those few?

My heart beat skipped a couple beats it should have had

Man I thought "could my medication be this bad?"

My whole body tensed up I had no control of it

All I could do there for moments is silently sit.

Coming down from the heightened point of all this

My body killed, brain confused what did I miss? 

I text my precious hubby but got nothing in reply 

So I messaged my baby girl that got the news to fly

These are the moments you are twice as grateful for love

What would I do alone except pray to God up above

I probably would not be here right now with all they've pulled me thru

This is how my love for them, their love for me just grew

I hate the storms I have to face

But have the perfect family to embrace

Thru the tough times I have we will always make it thru

Without these precious souls I wouldn't know what to do

Thank You Lord for my angels in my home

Thank You Lord for my kiddo answering her phone

Thank You Lord for all the Love You keep inside us all

Thank You Lord, our Everything, even when we fall!

Love,

Heather/Hetty Siebens

November 29, 2015 ©

True Blessings

True Blessings

 Thru every tragic moment

 there must be a blissful end.

 Hanging onto Christ and each other

 is the only way to mend. 

 I reach for you all chaotic days

 not every day do I get your touch.

 I trust in God, His truth in us-

 That you’re about to bless me so much.

 Your touch from your sweet loving hands

 makes my body shiver in delight.

 Knowing that our love is strong

 makes me allow no room to fight.

 You are my everything thru ups and downs

 You are my bright light in every moment of dim

 When focused on our precious love for Christ;

 I KNOW we've achieved ALL true blessings from HIM.

Thru all of this, I DO LOVE YOU Christian C Siebens

Love,

Hetty Siebens

By Hetty Siebens 2012 ©

For Christ

I am just me, can't give You much

I love You every step and every fall

You are my God I give thanks for Your touch

Never ending love You give to us all

I pray all find You

Run to Your love

My life changed, You made me anew

How close I feel to You in Heaven above

Never will I turn away

with all You have carried me thru

I am thankful You saved me everyday

I look at Your blessings and see what I'm to do

Your beauty and light glorifies every day

You are my one desire to praise

Out I am to share You with all and pray

Others that don't know You will find Your Amazing grace

You gave me life and kept it from death

I could have died but You answered my call

I live for You with the gift of Your breath

I pray this Easter You are love by ALL!

I love You Dear Jesus with all my heart

I live for You Christ until the day we meet eyes

That day we live for, to be our true start

You dear Jesus thru love saved us and died

I give You me heart

I give You my love

Obedience and truth are also a part

Of growing closer to You til' we meet up above

I love you always even thru the storms

and praise You that You saved me

To live with You forever MORE!

By Hetty Siebens 2012 ©

May You Dance

Jason......

Can you hear my deep words crackling

when I really try to pray?

I just feel so sad and distant

as you were gone that December day

We would talk so long forever,

I sure hope you miss me too

We had hopes and dreams we never

Had time to fully see them thru

You and I sat talking

'bout how life's so worth living.

You'd cry about not walking

Yet you were gifted and so giving.

The talents you had we're amazing

I was in awe of all you'd did and do

Thru Him you'd keep on soaring.

Half the time it was YOU who really flew

I'll just lay down in that flood

Keep asking why for a while?

As rain changes dirt into mud;

I'll be buried alive for a mile.

Alive I am today dear friend

But alive today you're not

Great friend please help me mend

You're such a blessed friend I've got

You were hit with many issues

That just wouldn't go away

Everyday, I sure do miss you

True soul for Christ, every single day

You lived each day like last for you

Keeping my faith alive inside

I pray you know all this is true

Thru God you sure help Him guide

One day I'll make it there and see you in a glance

Our Lord will be the first One along with you that I'll see

Knowing you, You'll start music up along with a dance

Our friends & family thrilled to dance along with you and me

Friendships are for ever Jason...

Blessings always to Jason Mitchener ...passed away 3 yrs ago Dec 16... He made it thru my birthday December 15th.... I took little Christmas gift to give to him when I got there evening of Dec 17, 2009.... Always to be missed till we reconnect with Heaven

By Hetty Siebens 2009 ©

Love and Laughter with my Sibling

You and I are such an interesting pair

Siblings who've gone thru everything

I think God was guiding us to care

You grew up so fast

yet I was right there

not caring if I was last

Cause I knew one day you'd run to me

we may argue a tad some here and there

but our ignorance in heart we told to flee

My brain was resected a 3rd time awake.

Your nerves were on edge;

thru the hours you'd take

I came out elated looking for dear you

your voice was so calm

seeing I again made it thru

But afterward a dark storm drifted all around

you, my brother studied my pain

talked to me about everything you had found

For years you stuck by me in my own home

helping me selflessly 

allowing me not to be alone

Years of prayers and the hope you had

my pain had calmed down

wasn't nearly as bad

Thru all you helped me turn back to our King

the start of your new faith was alive

I thank you for the love you have been giving

I'm grateful for the relationship we have seen grow

one I've wanted for quite some time

full of love and laughter, the "we" love to show

Just realize now Troy, I won't let you go

amazing uncle you are, best brother I take

Many can't believe us, say we put on a show

But I x (cross) them out as any focus in life

see the blessings we've been given

won't let our relationship turn to any strife

By Hetty Siebens 2012 ©

Will Life Change

All I can say is, life has been frustrating. You see it and ask God... "why was I born?" You go from this you go to that. All so negative, all so wrong. You run into good just to be hit with bad. It continues for time. Time, time that feels like it will run on and on like a clock that WON'T die. You then look at yourself, in disgrace and remorse and ask "Won't it get better, won't my life change?" You then think it won't. You look down at your feet and you cry like a child, a child that got beat. You THEN contemplate how to DO IT and if you are "STRONG" enough. Strong enough to carry out the "task." The "task" to leave all others and the trials you did not defeat. You don't talk to others about your issues in life. You just judge them yourself and live in "denial." You let the problems get worse, you plan to QUIT life in a while. Now people keep asking what is the matter with me..? Why are they caring now, just let me be!! For I am unworthy for anyone's love, for anyone's trust. I haven't made life change, and a complete change in me is a MUST.

Then this wonderful man had entered my life. He had entered it happily though my life caused so much strife. He stuck with me thru all of my pain. All of my issues that you would think that I was insane! No, this man was so caring, this man was my rock. He caused me to get BETTER, caused OTHERS to TALK!! About how I got better, about how I could smile! They were quite shocked! They had not seen that in a while! I am so worthy thru Christ to be happy in life-for now I know how to be--blessed to be Christian's wife!!! (HAPPY!!)

By Hetty Siebens 2003 ©

Question Everything

When does life feel just?

When can you establish trust?

As for all the ups and downs in life-

Seems like we are all living in strife.

When that big yellow sun comes crashing down--

And all of those monkeys go rattling downtown.

Who out of all them seem to be telling twisted lies?

Who just continues doing so even causing brains to fry!?

This world we live in seems so jaded.

When everyone's goal is who to be hated!

When things come crashing down where do we turn?

When we lose loved ones, companies, who won't turn and burn?

Where is the trust of yesterday, the love of our family?

Why do we question everything that isn't full of glee?

It's like we truly live in this fake plastic nation.

That can only talk to us at 6pm if on the right station.?

Well that isn't how my life was prepped to live I say!

My family will make it thru any windy or rainy day!

I may be complex with a lot of complications!

But no illness can be worse than watching any TV station.

They fill us full of hatred and greed!

When all it takes is One True God to lead!

Lead us down our winding road wondering if we're lost..?

But taking the lead and trusting Him, not judging what it'd cost!!?

With Christ as my center it doesn't make life easy, it makes life hard!

We are to stand up for Him, for each other and remain on guard!

For each other's lives, each other's homes, down every winding road-

Just know I'd always stand up for you thru Him, til the very day I grow old.!!