For You My Strong Hold

For You My Strong Hold

Oh what a year we both have endured...

A Few long years when we really look back

Our precious daughter has grown so fast and matured

It is so hard to think that one day she'll ask us to help her pack

You have been there for me almost every tragedy in health I'd face

You'd hold me tight, love me close, give up work to be with me

Your love is so beautiful thru our Lord-thru Him you've learned a lot of amazing grace

We have had some tough times, our dear Lord fills us with joy and glee

He is always there during all ups and downs on which decisions to make

You keep your faith and calmness no matter how the other person may be

He never leaves nor keeps secrets on which choice to make if and when business is at stake

No matter the issues in work or in private, you keep so calm, more people should see!

You my love have dealt with so much with epileptic me

You dealt with the multiple brain surgeries, medication overdoses, even grand mals

Poor sweet you had more hope that I'd be completely seizure free

But instead I was not yet; you were always positive to catch my falls

You have always been my strong hold, not embarrassed of this illness

You are a sexy, hot, loving, husband and father to my baby forever more we say

You have always been the one true love of my life, my lifetime lover I must confess

With others before you I'd have to have breaks, couldn't take them 24/7, with you I want you everyday, all day

For life

I love you Christian Siebens

My One True North

Love,

Hetty Siebens

December 10, 2018

Cure

Cure 2004©

By Hetty Siebens

Tragic times led to amazing blessings as I held tight onto Christ!

Cure

Life sure can get complex,

if you just let it so.

With every wilting flower,

a healthy one will grow.

It started out so simple

just one pill led to two;

but with age seizures angered

and I didn't know what to do.

They changed so fiercely overnight,

I dared not tell a soul.

I just played pretend they didn't exist;

prayed I wouldn't pay a toll.

Then, with a gift from God came happiness,

everything felt just right!

Then came a twist, a jab, of hopelessness!

It's now hard to sleep at night.

For what was managed then, grew and grew.

Not one in that town could believe -

that the dilemmas with me are for real, are true.

So with all of that - my child and I had to leave.

What may have seemed atrocious

what may have seemed unjust;

all happened for a purpose

this happened, now I must

I must be honest

I must be well

I must be focused

Dear God I'll tell . . .

I'll tell You how shocking life can be!

I'll tell you I'm tired, no energy!

Seizures aren't controlled by medication for me;

They're controlled by the faith in our Lord, I NOW see!

Faith in Christ is the actual cure;

even when I must take pills.

Cause with all my problems and issues I endure;

with His love there's no trial, mountain, no hills!

So I praise Him today with all my heart,

my heart has so much to give!

Without Him I'm not sure where I'd be

He's shown me all more reason to live!

Cure

Tragic times led to amazing blessings as I held tight onto Christ!


Cure

Life sure can get complex,
if you just let it so.
With every wilting flower,
a healthy one will grow.

It started out so simple
just one pill led to two;
but with age seizures angered
and I didn't know what to do.

They changed so fiercely overnight,
I dared not tell a soul.
I just played pretend they didn't exist;
prayed I wouldn't pay a toll.

Then, with a gift from God came happiness,
everything felt just right!
Then came a twist, a jab, of hopelessness!
It's now hard to sleep at night.

For what was managed then, grew and grew.
Not one in that town could believe -
that the dilemmas with me are for real, are true.
So with all of that - my child and I had to leave.

What may have seemed atrocious
what may have seemed unjust;
all happened for a purpose
this happened, now I must

I must be honest
I must be well
I must be focused
Dear God I'll tell . . .

I'll tell You how shocking life can be!
I'll tell you I'm tired, no energy!
Seizures aren't controlled by medication for me;
They're controlled by the faith in our Lord, I NOW see!

Faith in Christ is the actual cure;
even when I must take pills.
Cause with all my problems and issues I endure;
with His love there's no trial, mountain, no hills!

So I praise Him today with all my heart,
my heart has so much to give!
Without Him I'm not sure where I'd be
He's shown me all more reason to live!

By Hetty Siebens © 2004