Good Wishes to YOU

Why did it all have to start out with YOU?

All the chaos and trauma you put me thru.

You'd think I'd be long gone from suicide

But I had too much love and beauty to not let hide.

You thought that yelling and screaming would give me a clue

Of truly deep down in the future you were gonna do

I was always so strong before I got so sick

So sick in different cities you were with another chick

That wasn't the problem, that wasn't the issue

God knows boys make mistakes that was more than a few

But after my first brain resection I was in awful pain

I had to pick up my baby girl and move to Texas where all it did was rain

It came upon my fourth day there we found a place to live

That first night I was so emotional and you had no love to give

No instead you were filled with hate and could only scream at me

You didn't want to know what was wrong you just wanted me to flee

Your cold heart lost so much that night

So much beauty and love now out of your sight

You pinned me down and beat me hard

Until I let loose and ran out to our yard

I am so gracious you and I WERE one

It led to me and Tory having so much fun

A marriage that is strong

That will last past so long

For these I am gracious we WERE one

Searching for anyone to help or believe

That the pain you caused had to be alieved 

Your mind flipped out of control that night

So crazy would you ever have my baby within sight

But with that Coburn you didn't care

This truth to alter is a dare

Kicked out of our apartment you were

Could only visit us if you brought along a Sir

But that was too belittling for you

You knew exactly what to do 

But put classes and ranking before fixing a thing

That is where my daughter lost you and I got a new ring

Your brain works on one thing at a time

No matter how dirty or full of grime

Our relationship was from the very get go 

I was the strong one to really let you go

You'd call and beg to have me back as your bride

But listen the first time felt like I already died

So instead you bargained for retirement and money

I'm keeping my baby, you can have all funds honey

I am so gracious you and I WERE one

It led to me and Tory having so much fun

A marriage that is strong

That will last past so long

For these I am gracious we WERE one

Money gets you no where in life

If anything it causes a lot of strife

Happiness is in the living soul

That is where I'm very rich, totally full

Continue on your pretending to be happy life

I just know such a last choosing for a wife

You let her in and rule you over 

You might as well sit and hover

The Bible we read isn't just a book

It is Words of Life to get you a hook

Hook onto Christ, His mercy and love

And able to talk to Him from Above

I hope you have learned how to treat a girl

Otherwise your whole life is just a great twirl

Of disasters and cruelty, selfishness and glee

I won't even mention what you'd watch on TV

Good wishes to you, but thank you too

For being so weak you just blew

Blew off fathering your firstborn child

God kept her with me so meek and mild

I am so gracious you and I WERE one

It led to me and Tory having so much fun

A marriage that is strong

That will last past so long

For these I am gracious we WERE one...but done!

By Hetty Siebens 2012 ©